Where do I start? I'm such a jumbled mess right now, there's no tellin'..
About six days ago I found out my bf & I are expecting. (I know! I know! It's REALLY soon). Thing is, I spent the last 10 years under the impression I couldn't get pregnant. That's what the Dr said. Maybe he lied? lol Anyway I got preggo when I was 16, had a botched abortion that ended up leaving scar tissue partially blocking my tubes. I was told it would be minorly invasive to have it corrected. So, like an idiot, I went about my life believing I was untouchable... 10 years & 4 serious bfs, it's serious bf #5 that knocks me up...
Everything happens for a reason, right?
I don't think I've ever been so terrified in my life... I have a billion questions. I guess my saving grace is Mike (bf #5) is such an amazing guy. Even if we don't end up together forever, I think my kid is in good hands.
I'm really trying to not get too ahead of myself with this but I'm a jumble of emotions among other things & it's hard to not jump 3 steps ahead of yourself sometimes.
At this point, I am roughly 8 1/2 weeks along & due Sept 24 2011
I don't care if it's a boy or girl. It makes no difference to me.
More updates to come when I have them :)
