From 9/10-11/15 my life was perfect.. All it took was one night at a bar & some pain killers.. Lack of give a fuck I guess. Just like that, without even blinking. He walked away from the girl he said made him reconsider marriage & his brand new baby. Threw both of us away.
It's been almost a year...
I'm still hurt.. I love my daughter. I wouldn't give her back. I just wish she was born into less of a mess. I gave him ways out before she was born.
He said forever..
No matter what.
He broke every promise he ever made..
It scares me to think of the damage he's going to inflict on my precious baby..
That's why I'm still hurt & angry
It's still about him to him & his family
Still about blaming me for his shortcomings & failures..
No one wants to take responsibility. It's easier to wash their hands of my daughter but abuse me.
Tell me I'm a bad mom & my daughter would be better off.
Here's a newsflash for the him & his family:
The people that are involved in our lives. The people that are here daily. The village that is helping me raise my daughter because your son in a failure. Every single one of them disagrees with you...
So, that means your argument is invalid.
If you people are not going to be positive influences in my daughter's life, then you have no business in her life.
If I have to drag him back into court from now until she's 18 to make sure she turns out nothing like you people, I will.
Until then why don't you start looking yourselves in the mirror before pointing your dirty fingers at me?
