Monday, April 15, 2013

upside down & inside out

Life has been a bit crazy..  Some days more drama than I care to deal with.  The past two and a half years have had their fair share of ups and downs. My sweet baby girl has made it all worthwhile. She's my life.  I  couldn't have dreamt up a better kid,  even if I had tried.

 Recently,  someone has come into our lives. I wasn't looking for love when he walked in to my life. Man of my dreams? Maybe? I can say he has fallen into my life like he's supposed to be here.

 He loves me. Loves my daughter. We  jumped in head first. Sink or swim,  we're in this together. Forever?  Too soon to say.  We're not perfect &  that's ok.  He goes above &  beyond for my daughter &  myself.  He's absolutely my better half,  everything I'm not.

 He's doing his best to give BMad & me the life we've been living without for  the past year and a half.   He gives us more than we need or ask for.  He helps with baby duty &  housework.  He even cooks sometimes ;)

I'm super lucky. I wasn't expecting to be happy with someone.  After being abandoned &  made to believe I was the problem,  it's nice to have someone that sees all look the cracks &  still thinks you're not broken.