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I have a serious case of the mood swings :/ I'm a mess. I guess this is what happens when you're scared of something you don't know or understand. You want to believe so much that getting hurt isn't going to happen again. But you're heart's so broken & battered you would rather run away then risk feeling like this ever again.. It's like a hangover.. You had a blast, now you're regretting it, you'll never do it again, then sooner than later it's the same thing all over. One big vicious cycle.